
I'm actually starting to get my book out and onto paper. I've had the desire to write for awhile but never seem to have any time for activities that don't bring in immediate dollars. Recently, I've had some inspiration.
I was speaking with Loretta, one of my sisters, on the phone. She was getting annoyed at me because I always bring the conversation around to analyzing situations and people. Her exasperation is typical when we speak for any length of time.
Loretta's frustration and impatience are revealed through her voice and I begin to feel negatively evaluated. I'm sensitive to her criticism and am moved to explain why I am the way I am, so as to elicit some understanding from her.
To my surprise, this time it worked! Not only did she finally "get it" but she went on to suggest I write a book! She was not using sarcasm out of exasperation. She genuinely believes it is an interesting story that should be expounded upon. Especially for her, someone who experiences emotional pain when analyzing why folks do what they do. It was illuminating to her to hear how and why the same mental musing is actually comforting and even pleasurable to me.